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ze hair gots to go
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Time to get a haircut right?
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some peace and quiet.
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You know how you sometimes want to wake up and no one would actually bother to talk to you? Well I want that. I want to be able to sleep and wake up and prep for work without anyone bothering me. Bothering is a big umbrella of annoying things one person can do to unintentionally ruin your day. In my list are the following:

  • Waking you up on his own body clock. : this one here pisses me off the most. i have an alarm clock. if you want to go ahead and do what you need to do, do it. don't bother me..
  • Actually asking you "Is there something wrong?" and "Why are you so quiet?" : WHAT THE HELL! I JUST WOKE UP. I'm not the energizer bunny. Moreover, i don't wake up and be as loud and hyper as i usually am.
  • Singing along your pick-me-up-song or whatever I played after waking up.
  • Waiting for me to finish prepping. : WHY?

Don't get me wrong, I love my housemates. They are funny, naturally caring and we connect on so many levels but sometimes I just want to be alone and not be bothered. If I'm not talking after i wake up, it doesn't mean that I'm mad. It means that I just don't want to be bothered. I WANT ME SOME SPACE.

ERGO: new goal : find a place for MYSELF after October 2011 or early 2012

what to do? what to freaking do?
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So I've been seeing this "someone" for quite sometime now (fine! for the last 3 months). and I'm kind of in shock because everything's going extremely well. For me to say "extremely well", it's actually a very good thing. For the first time I'm not really interested to see someone else (AKA play and fuck around). I rarely reply to random flirtations may it be on Facebook, Twitter, text messages, or even face-to-face (rarely to none that is). I have lost my appetite to go to THAT (read: PR) website to look at things (you heard it right. just look). So again, it's going well. We're comfortable with each other. We call out each others mistakes or whatnot. We laugh like crazy. We both love to go out and find new restaurants to eat at. We almost have the same taste in music. We're both jokesters, family-oriented. We're both stubborn and a whole lot more.

Don't get me wrong it was rough at the beginning. You know, the typical job interview-like dates.

"What do you do?"
"How old are you?"
"Why are you still single?"
"What are you looking for in a relationship?"
"Do you live alone?"

and the doubting part where you question yourself, "So do you really want to go through this again Bogs?"

of course i said YES to my own question. So I risked it. I risked it and made it worse.

HERE'S THE THING: we're not together. you know what i mean. we are together, but not "together". We act like we're a couple, but we are not a "couple". don't get me wrong I'm open-minded and all but what's difficult is the fact that there are things you cannot say to this person because YOU ARE NOT TOGETHER. the commitment part is missing. What's harder is that I know that if this person decides it's over! done! finito! I don't have a fucking say. Call me old-fashioned but wouldn't you want that validation? that affirmation that you are with someone...officially. this exclusively-dating-no-strings-attached thing threw me out of my game.

My tweets
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  • Wed, 00:03: someone just told me na pinoy na pinoy ako... that is a compliment right?
  • Wed, 00:08: i meant pinoy na pinoy yung features
  • Wed, 01:18: SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! PLEASE! I need some peace and quiet!!! #fb i know it's a long shot but i cant wait for this to be over. #interpret
  • Wed, 01:44: RESILIENCE
  • Wed, 02:06: i carry your heart with me. i carry it in my heart. EE Cummings
  • Wed, 04:12: can u eat pasta & chicken inside the cinema? LOL. Watching #beastly at g4 with the birthday celebrant. do both if u dont have lotsa time #fb
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  • Mon, 18:22: i knew the pathway like the back of my hand. if you have a minute why don't we go. somewhere only we know. #fb
  • Mon, 20:21: blame it on... #fb
  • Mon, 20:33: why did i wear corporate today! #hassle
  • Mon, 22:54: RT @Xstrology: #Aries are the type to leave your bed before you wake
  • Mon, 23:11: RT @funnyoneliners: To err is human, to forgive is divine. In other words, the forgiving is somebody else's job.
  • Mon, 23:22: I wish we could all get along like we used 2 in middle school.wish I could bake a cake filled w/ rainbows&smiles&everyone would eat&be happy
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  • Wed, 20:22: hunger!!! :s #fb
  • Thu, 03:36: calabarzon: cavite,laguna,batangas,rizal,quezon. MIMAROPA : Missisipi, Maine, RhOde island, Pensylvania. #silly #fb ano ung totoo?
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  • Tue, 15:50: good lovin's not always from the heart. you gotta be smart. it's a booty call. #fb
  • Tue, 19:34: Let's have a toast for the douchebags. #fb
  • Wed, 02:55: wow!there's a c0uple of armed (read:guns and the works)soldiers outside our place.i live near them but for some reason i'm scared.
  • Wed, 04:22: shut up. shut up. shut up.
  • Wed, 04:26: GET ME OUT OF THIS EGOCENTRIC DATE. Save me!
  • Wed, 05:33: binabagayan din pala ang aso noh? Madami ding fail eh. Hihihi. Like the dog is the master and the human is the accessory. #kidding
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